chilled life

No work, no gym today. 

Yesterday, precisely 1am on 18th I've got call from BC card I might get money back on Christmas EVE!

What a nice Christmassy mood.....^^;;

But at least I can get money back , so I feel better. Even I can't success on job searching, I can get ticket to go back home!

Had nice and quite 'peaceful' breakfast.

Baked bean, lettuce, cheese, boiled slice ham, sausage, kiwi fruit, apple(Royal gala)

Barley tea, coffee with Labazza beans :)

(And it's my secret that I had 3 more cups of coffee to wake my brain up....I should have cut it down.)

And found out I've got loads of things to do finish today. 
Like cleaning house, calling NHS, bank stuff and 

Applications.

I can't find any reasons to keep going this on, writing another form out, send, and get direct auto-mail from company, 
get candidate number.
Just wait couple of days and unsuccessful, do it again, repeat repeat.
I found myself waste my time for nothing actually. 

Even I didn't check over spells, grammars, or even my name on it.
I don't know WHY I AM NOT THAT DESPERATE!

Okay, to be honest parents help me out, sorting out money problem. In other words, I am not independent status now.

And I don't know. Feel so sorry for them but I don't want to move on.

Kimchee, soul food of Korean people.

I realized spicy food doesn't only mean taste itself, but it gives me feeling of being in Korea as well.

I do miss Korea,;recent so dynamic, passionate, and full of social-tie, hope, challenging, Korea is. I missed out the most important part of my country's history, I want to be in there, beyond the border. 

Anyway, good luck '2' you.

If God put me in ya plans or notI'm trippin', this drink got me sayin' a lotBut I know that God put you in front of me
신이 있다면 한 번만 더 plz

I need you hurry up now,or just make my heart hard, harder and harder not to feel any pain.