Friday, May 16, 2014

1 YEAR After Paris

I cannot believe I survived again!

Today, Officially Marie Juhyun Lee, who was born in 16th of May, 1988 in Anyang, became 26-year-old.
Last year of same day, when my age became 1/4 of century, I was in Paris,  I think I was near Palais de Tokyo or Modern Art Center in Paris. Anyway it's almost similar in this year too.

I expected something in Berlin, but actually it's typical day, just different location.

I worked few hours for film company, as screener sent to Singapore office didn't work properly I need to contact producers and rearrange the schedules.

I worked and walked lot. It's my 3rd day in Berlin, however, I haven't seen the Berlin wall nor Brandenburg Gate yet. I don't know what I'm doing in here, just work and walk in silence.

I am not interested in culture of Germany, like how Nazi did and greatness of Imperium Romanum Sacrum and not big fan of beer (VERY TRUE!). Only reason picking up Berlin in this year was I just want to try something new.

And impression of Berlin is quite different than I imagined or read about it from magazine or blogs.

It's quite calm, and big huge city. I messaged my sister that 'It's very similar to Beijing, big giant and still can feel some legacy of Communism'. Wide road comparing with that of Paris, it's massive big and huge. Structure of subway (*underground) is very similar to subway in Pyeong-yang, which made me uncomfortable in someway. Very angled buildings without any decoration nor carved columns. Just massive cement boxes flocked together along with street.

I was overwhelmed by complicated feeling, like job hunting, decision making, and the future of my life.....as usual. Everyone says just take it easy but I say again, people can say take it easy since it's not their business. I also say take it easy to my friend, but it comes on me never ever happened.

어떻게 됐든...마지막 내 꿈 하나 이루고 돌아갈 수 있었으면 좋겠다. 제발.

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