It's been already three months, (September, October and November). Weather is getting cold, I'm still lost in town and take ages to find direction. (I realized that I have no sense of direction). I restarted sending CV and studying from today.
Yep, I had had so many goals and ambition to achieve something. Now? I melted down in this city, this circumstance without any goal and just spent day by day for chilling. Today's Spanish class taught me or brought me some inspiration or motivation to move on. I was outgoing, confident, full of self-esteemed person before, and it's time to get my past back to present.
I didn't get over 'that' very well, but I do believe it shall pass soon too. (HOW COME I STILL EXPECT SOME 'SERENDIPITY' THING AGAIN? what the heck on me?)
Yep, I had had so many goals and ambition to achieve something. Now? I melted down in this city, this circumstance without any goal and just spent day by day for chilling. Today's Spanish class taught me or brought me some inspiration or motivation to move on. I was outgoing, confident, full of self-esteemed person before, and it's time to get my past back to present.
I didn't get over 'that' very well, but I do believe it shall pass soon too. (HOW COME I STILL EXPECT SOME 'SERENDIPITY' THING AGAIN? what the heck on me?)
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