first day

의미부여하는 게 얼마나 위험한 지 알지만 오늘 상담은 내가 얼마나 위험하고 꽉 막혀있고 자기 자신을 지치게, 피곤하게 살고 있는 지 배웠다.


흠..


then what should I do?
I do not know, actually, I have been like this for whole my 24-year-old woman, and as daughter. 
I know, I've been aware of other's view in very serious way. And I cannot say 'NO', also cannot put 'Poker Face' to pretend as I'm very okay.


It's gonna be very harsh, and very long way but I won't give up to chase my own pavement.